sometimes i wonder why i allow negativity and ignorance to run free in my presence? am i letting my disciplinarian side of me slack? and i am just afraid that my fire to lead is dying off. am i losing it? i can't help but feel this way. i want to carry on. i know i can. i did tell myself i'm never gonna think about my insecurities from now on, but it all comes screaming back to me.
i try not to let meaningless issues affect me anymore. it's just not worth the time. if i happen to be enthusiastic over something, i just am. but i won't act like it's the end of the world for me. i'm serious. but then of course, you shouldn't keep pushing me. you know something, i have limits. and you're crossing the line. simply said.
anyway...
i urge everyone to watch "Glee". it's good. yeah, the songs and all are fantastic. and the story's there too. a gleek, am i? maybe...just maybe.
okay, i'm training hard. i just want to buy a t-shirt. you know that t-shirt, the one with "life's short, paddle hard". yeah i wanna buy that and just strike off the 'paddle' and put 'run'. then behind put a little funny slogan. but of course have to cancel the kanoe sports thing.
alright. exams coming soon. so have to concentrate already. keep it all tight. and let it all go. i dunno whether what i just said made sense. but anyway, i believe that i'll be able to do well. but hopefully, i'll be able to do good for my stats.
yeap, end off with a little something i came up with while running.
to achieve the great, you must give up the good.
