so here i am. sitting in fc5 infront of three girls who they're hot. but unfortunately they ain't. and i have a very strong feeling i might be seeing her later. and i dunno why, but i just feel like i should get out of here as soon as possible. it might be a little weird. everytime i see her in person, something will go wrong. like the first time i said hi to her while in the train to school, i asked 'going to school?'
yeah, enough of that. so, i'm back on track. literal in some cases. i believe that my running standard has actually decreased. ahhh man. shouldn't have done what i did. and i should have done what i didn't do. maybe i'll do it today or tomorrow. maybe i'll build up my endurance this week. then proceed on to a proper plan next week. i don't foresee any injuries or any setbacks. hopefully. believe.
A man can fail many times, but he isn't a failure until he begins to blame somebody else.
maybe i may have lost my determination to deal with it. my motivation is definitely suffering the brunt. even though i'm used to it, it's what happens when you get close. i always understand, but i just don't get understood. there's really something called gender differences. we are really just different. and i'm trying to tell myself that it's okay. and also that's what i'm telling others. just to make it all flow. just for the sake of doing it. i just want it to go bye bye and then concentrate on my new forth-comings. just thought maybe i'll voice abit of what's going on in my mind here.
shoot for the moon. even if you miss it, you will land among the stars.
quotes can really open your mind. it's like words of wisdom to make you feel inspired and pumped-up in a matter of seconds. the thing is, when are we ever gonna stop taking quotes and start making our own? there are many philosophies life. about 6.7 billion of them. how do we make the best of it? my focus right now is get along running. and here's a story i would like to share with you.
every morning in africa, a gazelle wakes up.
it knows it must outrun the fastest lion or it'll be killed.
every morning in africa, a lion wakes up.
it knows that it must run faster than the slowest gazelle, or it will starve.
it doesn't matter whether you're a lion or a gazelle.
when the sun comes up, you'd better be running.
well, the sun for me is coming up. and i'd better be running. if not, my mind will be deprived of a real fight.
