it's hot, hot, hot as usual in sunny singapore with february being the hottest, most probably due to the El-Nino effect. but most of us don't really know what is that and give a rat's butt care about the weather so it's best not to pursue the facts for it.
okay, a very random opening. but hey, i dunno why, feeling a little random today. isit due to the exams ending tomorrow? yes, final paper in just a matter of hours. screwed up today's economics. damn, i thought economics was actually tomorrow, so i really didn't touch on economics that much. damn, if i hadn't checked, i would've gotten a hell of a surprise for my exam today and probably also an F. by the way, i am expecting an F. or rather a fail, cause i don't know if there's an F in poly. pedantic much, can't help it though.
did i also mention that i succumbed to an illness just a week ago. food poisoning. you've seriously gotta hate food poisoning. the constant urge to regurgitate everything you eat, the hourly trips to the little boys room, the loss of appetite. all in all, it makes you stick thin, kinda on the verge of malnutrition and all that's keeping you alive is the fact that you've got exams to revise for in the coming days. wait, did that come out right?
nah, but for the exam i missed due to my illness, marketing, i've gotta take that like 6 months later. a bit of a long period if you ask me. but hey, you've gotta do it. put on a nike jacket and proudly claim, you're just doing it. damn, something's really wrong with me today.
should i feel happy? the guy inside of me, is however getting me all weird up again. can i for once think that's it's going along fine, even if it's not. can i go back to not having a clue again. why must all of us start feeling, this feeling? it ain't right. it just ain't right. when will it go away, 3 months time? will it really take that long? hey, i'm not complaining, i'm just saying. and actually i don't mind either. slow and steady, just like that tortoise in the race with the rabbit (or was it a hare).
internet connection is really slow here. i feel i should give a round of applause for my macbook every time it signs me onto msn. when it loads facebook, i feel i should give it a standing ovation. hopefully, i get to publish this in time. well, kinda stupid saying that, considering that if it can't, i probably wouldn't be...awww man, more of me being pedantic.
eddie's chalet tomorrow, who's interested. i'm probably staying over. damn, 20 years old still staying over. not really that woo hoo anymore. i feel my bones painfully rubbing against each other as i get myself prepared for the chalet stay-over. i'm more of a bbq person nowadays. standing in front of the bbq pit with a slightly charred chicken wing in one hand and a crumpled paper plate in the other. yeah, that's how we should chill life away when given the chance. shut up the techno and the house and what have you. i'd rather some music from the iPod blasting tunes on shuffle while staring at the yellow-ish moon giving the night a slightly profound hue to those who can indulge in such picturesque scenes.
gonna start my training back up again. start on wednesday. start with building the foundations. then get back to the hardcore strict training. probably gonna take on a job as well, but of course, nothing's gonna get in the way of my running fiesta. i'm probably of also thinking of putting my training records online. if not for everyone, at least for me. at least i can get a little turned on by knowing that my records are on the internet. a bit disturbing you may think, but hey sometimes the most pedantic (how many times have i used that word) of things can just add fuel to a fire. could be a new addition to your running gear. or could be another entry on your blog. whatever it be, always make it slightly more important than it really is. after all, how important something is to you, is really just how important you want to see it as.
Peace
