the past year papers of statistics with the workings on pieces of paper are thrown all in front of me on my table. what do i do with it? will i have to keep it for next year? scary thought. i can't actually stop thinking i've screwed myself. like really screwed myself for this end year. i calculate my gpa to be a 2? like, seriously that's bad. really bad. i hope i'm underestimating. i want at least a gpa of 3.5 when i graduate. and for that to happen. i need to get like 3.8 for the next two years. impossible? not really. but it is a challenge. and what are challenges? never give in, never give up, never back down.
it's 1135 and my eyes are starting to close. stomach kinda feeling a little weird, must be due to all the swinging that's been going on at eddie's chalet. did i mention, i didn't stayover. i dunno. maybe it's just weird for me to be there. knowing that i've got a little comfy bed that i can just jump on and sprawl all over with all my discretion. okay, i dunno what i'm talking about. but the chalet is a really great place. spectacular breezes, wonderful scenery (well, not really), friendly neighbors (kinda freaky at times), but all in all, a great place too.
lately (or rather before i slept at 1am this morning) i have been thinking of something that i recently (just yesterday) encountered. what is missing from what i want from now? obviously it's stupid to be putting such a question here, considering it's so vague that [insert your own metaphor]. i'm actually putting this here so that one day i'll be able to look at it and think "wow, i can't believe i was worrying about that" or maybe even "ahh man, nothing has changed".
damn, okay, if this was a conversation, you would have noticed that i would have been away for like a considerable amount of time. i fell asleep on my chair. but i'm awake now. and probably gonna fall asleep in the next 5 mins. and that means i have to cut short my entry. like right now.
