you guys ever heard of the Scouts' Job Week? well, we normally have a camp for the scouts for this period and this year, there's something new going on. it's called an Inter-UG Camp, where MOE requires all the Uniformed Groups (UG) to congregate and participate in a camp. believe me, it's exactly as stupid as it sounds. and you know what, it's more stupid-er.

it's disorganised. it's redundant. it's pointless. it's disappointing. it's heart-breaking. it's confusing. it deserves no recognition. it deserves no acclaim for being something 'new'. it deserves to be burnt to the ground and extinguished with a bucket of yellow pee.

i'm sleep-deprived, you have to excuse my unoriginality. but it is quite bad. this camp. it saddens me that i have to be alive to experience this. but thankfully we are following our own plan for most of our activities and that's probably the reason why i still haven't doused myself with kerosene and lit myself on fire. hmmm, forgive me for sounding this morbid, especially so early in the morning. arghhhh. too much talk about dying and ghosts and fatal diseases and other macabre topics with the guys earlier on.

listening to club music right now, cool right? I Gotta Feeling by Black eyed peas. awesome. is tonight gonna be a good night? hopefully. campfire on later tonight. time to scream childish songs in a very matured manner. sometime i wonder why we can't just have it like a club themed campfire. a way of saying that we are modern yet still in touch with our traditional ways. and it's not like the kids nowadays don't know anything about what adults do. it's alright. and it's not like we are condoning such matters. see, embrace the changes that we just choose to ignore. it'll all be better.

hmm, i'll continue more later. i've gotta attend to my training. on an empty stomach. god damn.