you know how you feel sometimes when you walk past a row of 4 eerie-looking mannequins. well, okay, picture that now with like 14 of them (maybe even more than that), all naked (male and female) in a small room. it's really disturbing and if not for the white background, i would have been even more freaked out. kinda makes you discover or second guess your hidden sexual fetishes. sat on a white chair that rolls but doesn't recline. talk about comfort. of course, the lesson went on as it would. though, i kinda feel that this module is going to make me reconfirm my sexuality. that's a whole load of shopping. and yeah, the topics in the module, it's very, how do i put it - fruity.

okay, maybe not fruity. probably just not masculine enough to keep me comfortable. i'm not asking for like activities that downright rugged blokes rejoice in. i know i don't expect to be clinking large pints of overflowing beer right after a fist fight, listening to hard rock from the 80s. but come on, at least give me a little jenna jameson on sasha grey. dunno if sasha grey does those, but hey, i can pray for it right.

as for the rest of the lectures, it's alright. i really did got krishna, probably the nicest old man i've ever met. and for quantitive analysis. it hasn't gave me a roundhouse kick to the butt just yet. but i'm getting ready for it. though it seems nice actually. comments? krishna is best at tutoring. i feel. he kinda is droning all the way throughout the first lecture. maybe i'm being picky. or maybe i'm just asking too much. and the QA lecturer, who's my tutor as well, seems to be a little smart funny. "There will never be an opportunity loss if you're in SP. Things would be a little different down the road."

the class seems alright. 13 girls, 6 guys. interesting eh. or wait, i think 7 guys. ah what the heck. still the same. it has always been like this. for me. first in optometry. then last year biz. now this year retail management. at least it's not all guys. that's just wrong. it's like being in ACS. or some other idiot all boy school. yeah, that's right. ACS and all those fools. stupid people. bashing up each other. probably all the knowledge they gain replace their morals and their capability of being good sportsmen. maybe i'm just stereotyping. i know people from there. some of them are nice people. the rest (the majority), are just a couple of tools.

and i still need time to adjust to the back-to-school routine. still lacking concentration in lectures. and also, i hate sp right now. the damned track isn't done yet. you'd expect they'd try to complete it by the first day of school. right now, it seems that it'll take another month til their done. of course, it has to be done by next month. cause the youth games thing is starting in august. then there's the whole training thing and all that. i don't know. but we're getting holidays for that, so it's probably, and i'm saying this more like a question, bittersweet.

okay, so wonder what's in store tomorrow. i need to finish up my tutorial as well. and my lecture pad seems to have be going all out on the atkins. there's just 8 pages left from last year. and who would've thought i would have written such a redundant statement such as the one above.