Friday, July 23, 2010
sitting at foodcourt 1, i began to realise that actually poly isn't that bad of a place after all. the beautiful green across the foodcourt as you sit down with a plate of your favourite food, served in no fanciful manner, but in a way for you to just dig in and to have a relaxed feeling. it didn't matter it was badly maintained. it didn't matter that the seats were quite crappy, not having a support for your back to lean back on. it didn't even matter that you could smell the toilet even though it's like miles away (it's actually about 50m-100m away). it was peaceful. it was decent. it showed the humane side of poly. the decency of which comforted you. you didn't need to walk fast to avoid social interaction. in fact, that was a place, inviting you to indulge in meaningless talk. something that many have failed to understand that there is a need to. nowadays, everything has to have a specific purpose. or everything has to mean something. it has to, at the very least, be deemed productive in a manner by society. we are so controlled by society. we have become slaves of society. what has society told us? or what does society tell us? i wish i could drag on, but as much as i would. i have much more better things for me to indulge myself in and divulge here. i, frankly speaking, feel this entire paragraph was pointless. meaningless. but, then again, maybe, and i hope, it did made you think a little of what you have to say about this. it's just something for you to tease your mind. make it work a little. after all, we have been for years asked to monotonously crack math problems and drip chemicals from burettes to help us work towards being a salesman in a suit. hmm, let us stray away now.
okay, back after like a week and a half? really busy. projects piling up. report here. hmmm, butall seems to be going along fine. got back accounting. and it's seriously disappointing. argh. my current grade point is a C. how the hell am i going to get an A. i just want to get a grade point of 3.5. i get that, i'll be happy. like really happy. the rest i need to get A. really need to get an A. i believe i can.
and i'm feeling happy today. well, went for a run. my legs hurt for a while at first, but it soon got better. and i did strengthening and loads of stretching. and i feel really good. i think another short run tomorrow. maybe i self-train for a while? then get back to training when i'm better? i dunno, i'm thinking that's better. instead of always having to hit a requirement. and i'll be able to come back stronger. so guess, it's working for me like that i guess. and plus saw her too and had dinner with her. can't wait for sunday. anyway, i know she's reading this so, love you lena. yeah, you've really been great. like, thanks for holding up with my shit and standing my irreverent jokes and remarks. but yeah, thanks babe. oh and plus, think tomorrow, i'm going for a family dinner at like a seafood place or maybe some other place. see where we wanna go. i so wanna have kidney mee sua. shit, i'm hungry.
and i was actually expecting myself to come up with a better entry, but for some reason, i just managed to get it out like that. no any substance. no way to make you guys drool over the keyboard. that is, if you still have enough drool left in you after sleeping the whole day in school, waiting for the time to pass by til the end of lecture. but who am i to talk.
x Nav ran as fast as he could