okay, just to prove like i'm missing something. okay, i'm gonna go on a limp and say that it's all fake. and that's just sad. or, if it's really true and all that is happening, with what 4 guys, who happen to have very weird first names, i have to say i'll be a bit cross. as okay, it's been a week officially since the end of what i have to call a very deranged relationship. now in a week, 4 guys. now, okay, either she's really hot, property (though she really isn't) or she has been lying to me for like the past two to three weeks. so either way, she's still lying. i know, it's gonna be hard getting over me. i know. i know.

and com'on, nobody reads her blog. only me. apparently. cause it's privacy protected. but only me, which i saw. so, a logical man would deduce from the following above, that she is just trying to prove that she's moving on and lying to me (since she knows i still read it, considering from the fact that she hasn't blocked me yet) and mostly just lying to herself (which is really really sad). now the thing i really have to say is that, please don't do it, if my assumption is actually true. there's no reason for this messed up shit. save yourself. but then again, it's quite hard when you're crazy to begin with.

may i continue on this topic? oh oh nav is going to go on a rant. you damn straight i am. but i'm gonna keep it short. maybe even shorter than our relationship. but i doubt the pain will be any less though. with you, okay, i admit, i did have a good time. for like the first seven days. after a while, it was really tiring. no, tiring as in, tiring to keep up with the madness that would ensue. and i don't mean crazy like "haha, nav is so crazy". it's like "fuckin' hell, that bitch be crazy". yeah, you've gotta say that line with the whole ghetto, hood accent. if you can, of course.

okay, maybe i should stop. or should i continue? see, this was the exact thing i asked myself when i was with her. yeah, asked her for a break. and she got all crazy on my ass that i was like "uh-uh, no she didn't. that bitch was all up in my face and i was like 'you can have that back'."

what exactly am i talking about now? i don't know. i'm getting a little crazy myself. which is good, you know. we need a little crazy in our lives. but i mean, we've gotta know when to stop. i knew. that's why i'm happily single now. yeah, maybe i'm making her out to be some bad guy. i've gotta admit, i had some faults here and there. i'm man enough to say that. but i mean, please. there's so much one can handle.

okay, just finished my exam earlier on. found out i'm gonna score a B for my retail communications. like com'on, i was expecting an A. but hey, even though i am a little disappointed. guess this makes me wanna work more harder. awww, can't believe i actually said that. yeah, NTU, NUS or SMU. hey, SMU is great. i mean, the amount of hot girls there. man, even though SMU is air-conditioned, i could still feel the heat. sports sci in NTU, social sciences in NUS or SMU? whichever man. i've gotta work.

yeah, and maybe later go swimming. it's raining. all the more for me to indulge in near-death experiences by attempting to drown myself. miss running. miss the wind in my hair, embracing my scalp, blowing the dandruff of my hair and into some other runner's face behind me. ah, good times, that was. good times.