yeah, okay, what seemed like a month plus has only been two weeks. what am i talking about? my leg. my shin still hurts a bit here and there. yeah, i've got like 10 weeks more of recovery time. seems long? it's going to be longer than it sounds. trust me. yeah, but guess it'll all be for the best. it'd better be. i can sense i'm going to do a personal worst for my 2.4km when i return for my time trial. but i hope to at least break 9mins.

okay, one thing that has been frustrating me is that my download is taking way too long. like 80% for my need for speed and it's saying that it'll take 3 days more. argh, come on. okay, why am i blogging about this shit?

okay, what deserves to be blogged about is that she has blocked me from her blog. finally, that bitch has moved on and now i can rest in peace. but i somehow get the feeling that she's reading every word of mine. if she is, great. and yeah, fuck him and fuck you too. that felt good. after all the weirdness and shit and psychopathic conditions i had to endure with, it feels good to vent it all out. but guess this is the last time that i will mention her. and she's probably thinking "haha". yeah, told you she's weird.

okay, i'm gonna end it short here. the thing is that i've been feeling really tired and sleepy but the thing is, i just can't get the zzz's. insomnia? i doubt so. it's not that serious, i think. i hope. oh and i've been looking at what i should do in the future. sports medicine will take me about 12 years to 15 years. but of course that's including 4 years residency. same goes for psychiatry. of course, psychology is there. and maybe some other social science. i could hop on for sports science. but the pay, isn't really that spectacular. but of course, a career and all. but you've gotta have the dough, you know what i mean?