i hate it when people always want to join the 'popular kids'. okay, you must be thinking, wait, is that a bad thing? well, what do you have to do to join the 'popular kids'? you've gotta suit their culture, and you've gotta go with the flow of being with them. like really, is that what you are willing to live up to? just wanting to fit in?

fit in? i hate those words. i don't need someone telling me i'm not fitting in. i'm glad to say i'm not insecure by it. sure i've got alone time. but sometimes, that's what we really need sometimes. some alone time. some 'me time'. just to get your priorities straight. just to see just where the heck you are going. i wouldn't want to alter my course cause of something my 'friend' said to me. i may see who that guy is and from which view is he coming in, but i ain't going to take that as a major consideration for my change in lifestyle, or direction in life.

i don't like people having to suck the life like a leech out of someone and use them as a tool to get to others. i leave that to the businessmen and sales agents. i just wanna be a sane human being. and you know what guys. the sad truth is, you can't. cause eventually most of us just crumble and then fall into the cold hands of defeat and we suffer from human's favorite guilty pleasure of which is simply known as contradiction. i know i will be contradicting myself some times here and there, but i can't help it. however, all of what i said earlier on doesn't mean we shouldn't try at all. it's simple, just take a little effort to change. we all need to change something in our life, if not our entire life itself. what happens if you don't change your clothes and bathe for a week. what about a month? what about a year? you're feeling sticky already right?

okay, back to the issue, many a times have i seen people jump here and there, just because they apparently liked how someone happens to swag. everyone's got their own swag. why don't you just lay off and find your own. stop trying to emulate others. it gets really pathetic. it gets really sad.

people having to act like they're something when they're really not. it really just makes me wonder. are you going to live a lie the whole time you're with that group. really? is that what it is all in the end? to be something you're not? has your dignity fallen so low? or do you even have dignity? are your balls really that small? that you need to act it up to make it 'larger'? you know what? grow some proper man-size balls and just wake up and smell whatever flowers are growing in your freakin little backyard. sitting there with your freakin little smug fuckin little flower boy. god damn, the amount of strength i have to hold back to not sock you in the face, you'll be amazed man. you know fuckin why? cause i'm being the fuckin bigger man. if i punched you in the freakin face, you'd be a whole less smug and abit more of a crying bitch. anyway, you did appear as a bit of a whiny bitch at times. so bet you're used to it. oh boy, how i would just love to give you one. ahhh, i'll savour the day. and you know what, i don't say sorry just like that. so don't expect a little fuckin sorry from me. if you do, i'd fuck you up so bad, you'd thought a train hit you, you condescending little motherfucker.

i dunno what it is with them people nowadays, that are just fucked up in the head. just cause you apparently think someone doesn't like someone else, you fuckin screw with them and not talk with them again? and always trying to sound smug to every thing he or she says? i've seen it happen. some cases are weird and stupid. like one, where someone was thrown away cause of the dressing sense? com'on. what the hell is wrong with people. if you judge someone, don't make that your finaly judgement. god, this is really just way too much. i've has my say. but of course there's always more to rant, but at least i feel way better now.

and a final word to those people who are undergoing and enduring all these shit. you know what, don't give a shit about any of what people say to you. people are people. people are fuckin stupid. people are weird. no point worrying over people, or what they say about you. just believe in yourself all the way. you don't even need to bother to change them. fuck them. you're way stronger that that. you're way better than that. go on, just live your life. ain't nobody going to bring you down. and the plus point is, you don't need to put up with their shit for a long time. that's right. so go ahead.