also starting to create a new image for myself. a new persona. trying to update myself. it'll probably be nav version 20.385 or something like that. i'm gonna open myself to clubs which i have so incessantly persisted to be involved with that society but you know, you've gotta try everything and you meet people. and girls of course. and i'm gonna not gonna give a damn about what people think anymore. okay, what i meant is more than what i already do. or don't. wait, what am i talking about? anyway, yeah. upgrading myself now bitches.

in other news, my pay should be coming soon. and that means i'll be able to finally get my iphone now. and also contemplating whether i should get the garmin forerunner. and also while i'm talking about expensive stuff, the monster beats by dre with control talk (for iphone compatibility) which cost 700 bucks at singapore retail price. so many things i want. and i still haven't done up my wish list. damn. i need a goal list too man. same thing right actually?

during work, sometimes when there's nothing going on (e.g. like no customers or something) i usually start thinking about stuff. and lately i've been thinking about how jc people tend to have more self interest and probably then to overrate or over think their position of where they are and maybe that's the time when we should actually feel sorry for them for this thinking that has been instilled, either through their own beliefs or what has been fed into their systems.

also, are asian women more different compared to their western counterparts? i'm gonna try that out. no seriously. i'm gonna do that. i've had enough of sitting down man and saying that chick's hot. i'm now wanna be the one, yeah, i have that chick's number. yeah, pick up lines? don't need em.